How are you doing…really?

***Trigger warning - current pregnancy discussed.*** How are you doing...really? This is such a loaded question for any grieving parent, especially a mama pregnant after loss. I had just met with my high risk specialist and was trying to process everything we had talked about when E, my perinatal counselor/unofficial PAL advocate and support person, [...]

Half Way There

Tomorrow marks the start of my 19th week of pregnancy. Nineteen weeks is my half way point. My doctor and I agreed that I should be induced between 38-39 weeks, maybe 37 weeks if I absolutely cannot handle another week. I am comfortable with 38 weeks, so 38 weeks is my goal. Thirty-eight is my magic number [...]